
Lately I have been experiencing the most vivid dreams. It is quite odd, and, unfortunately, most of the dreams are not pleasant. They are very odd and sometimes scary. Last night I had a dream that seemed to last all night about a trick invitation to listen to a Christian motivational speaker and I went, kissed Ben bye for the day and told him I would be back in a few hours. I arrived to the speaking engagement and there were about 10 people there and a woman who ended up being a psychotic Christian extremist cult leader and basically singled out and tricked all who attended. We were basically kidnapped and slowly tortured... I tried to break away but I couldn't. All I wanted was for Ben to come find me and I kept thinking of ways to contact him and escape. I have never been more scared that this was truly happening nor have I felt so relieved to wake up and realize that this was just a horrible nightmare - NOT real. So odd. And it was SO real - I can remember so many details of the entire situation. That kind of dream was a first for me. And, the past few weeks - I have had other vivid types of dreams. It could be due to stress b/c there are so many huge changes going on in our life now but I feel like they are all good and working out. So, I don't feel really stressed just anticipatory.
Anyways... I was checking out the latest weekly info on my pregnancy... Week 17. Interestingly enough, the article spoke about the possibility of pregnant women starting to experience vivid dreams about this time. I thought - Phew - so I am not a looney - I am just prego! It is so amazing how many changes my body is experiencing. Just amazing how everyone reacts so differently. I hope this vivid dream stage passes... or I hope that at least I dream about beaches, sun, massages, riding elephants, and fabulously fun vivid dreams not scary ones.


